Rocawear : 99

I really don't know how to describe the way i feel for you, cause it's all over the place. But most of which .. to put it quite simply, you piss me off, so much so i want to fist the wall. i dont know what it is about you that makes me angry. i think its something i cant get over and i want to love you, but i wont rest until every bit of me really believes youre sorry and sometimes it feels like that will be never. and no, its not all your fault. its me too. and even when i know im wrong im still mad at you, i dont know wtf is wrong with me. i wish i could forgive you and when you piss me off i try and calm down.. i seriously try, but something like that is mission impossible for someone as fucked in the head as myself. i dont like who i am when im mad at you, but i also dont know how to change it.

i just want to let it go and forgive.

. . ..thats all i want

HOW I MISS THOSE JIMMY & MARC DAYS '

Stop talking that bla bla bla!

ahoy - hoy!
back again, it's late .. well nahhh not really, but late since i gotta get up early. but i can't sleep cause i'm worried, worried about what the 'future and beyond'! - -'' not that i want to think about it, cause it reminds me of growing up.. and i never ! want to grow up :( but i'm not peter pan soooo, i was thinking of doing something in health or med', but nothing hard out like a doctor or surgeon. I'm not cut out for that shit haha and plus i dont do chem.. so im kinda screwed for most science courses. I'm really really STUCK and i hate business. so for now, i'll just keep on telling people i wanna be a taxi driver. The first female and asian taxi driver. "and sure, you can have an autograph!" ;)

Where Do I Begin ?

I'm new to this blogspot thing ._. and not to mention one of the last to make one, thought i might start, since i have nothing better to do these school holidays. Kinda sick of watching gossip girl repeats "xoxo". Anyways i'm just gonna leave it at this, since my life is rather uneventful thus far... well actually i just cbf blogging at the moment .. (and i've only just started haha).

ciao !